i have so much on my mind right now. its over like, everything. pretty much what i was refering to in my other entry, but now im writing it all out ( Read more... )

this weekends been alright. last night was terrible. it wasnt one particular thing, it was everything. i realized that im pretty unhappy and resentful. of a lot of stuff. and as much as id love to let it go, ive been trying to let it go for the past, oh i dunno, 4 or 5 years of my life, and its just not leaving me. cuz it happens over and over ( Read more... )

i find comfort in what im sure of but im never sure that im sure of something ( Read more... )

i think i should be really stressed out right now. but im not. my moms doing the stressing for me. which i hate, because i dont like when people feel a mood for me that im not feeling myself. i dont know if that made sense. but anyway. yeah, my mom wants all my college apps done by like november 12. at first i was like wtf but i kinda ( Read more... )

last night was groundbreaking. thats all i have to say for a public entry ( Read more... )

58 DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS!!!!

ooh im so excited already!! : )

because i wont apply for cornell, i have to pay for all of my college applications.

top 5 log in. thanks.

my goodness the past few nights have been so stressful. ive gotten like 4 hours of sleep the past few nights and i have no brain capacity left. i have homework tonight but i have no intentions of doing it. so im not gonna ( Read more... )

I
hate
English
journals.

I
need
sleep
desperately.

kill me? thanks.

i just got the straylight run cd. existentialism on prom night is the most awesome song ever.

we lost to brandywine yesterday : ( it was a terrible game. we werent playing as a team at all. we were just six individuals each trying to get a ball over. i played well though hittingwise. which is awesome cuz chase was there : ) after the game (and my ( Read more... )