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I wonder if I'll see any faces above me, or just cracks in the ceiling...
You know I'm not dead. -
Hold out for the ones you know will love you, hide out from the ones you know will love you
Sometimes I realize that I don't give people enough credit. I don't let people in, and it often hurts me. Many such instances still hurt me.
There are certain things I look back on when I'm up late, trying to get to sleep, that seem to happen over and over again, unchanging. Its like my body is trying to drive me insane. One or two instances are ( Read more... ) -
So what, I lied--I lied to me too
I really don't want to think about where I'll be living this time next year.
Or what I'll be doing.
This needs to go away for a while so I can get my shit together. -
doesn't it make you feel better?
Just got NIN/Downward Spiral. It was a long time coming; should have come sooner ( Read more... ) -
a short incomplete medley of my state of mind--to be continued
Once in a Lifetime ~ Talking Heads ( Read more... ) -
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Hope everyone had/is having a nice Rosh Hashanah. -
These open doors
Sometimes I don't know what my own end goal is.
Is insanity being utterly impassioned by something that you are not sure is real, or is insanity even *caring* about the answer to this question?
and do these answers compound if both are true?
is there a proof to *this*?
Today I found myself so engulfed that all the blood rushed from my face and ( Read more... ) -
I don't know what has happened to me these days, but it feels like love in the strangest way
I will be the proud owner of a MA ID in 7-10 days. My IL driver's license has been taken to be destroyed by the state.
I think I'm slowly making progress toward not living in the in-between. I feel like I'm emerging from a weird fog.
Is it weird I had the urge to write here, and now I have no idea why?
Leave your fears in the dark ( Read more... ) -
does it make you nervous when you hear my bones animate my body without my soul
yay drama. yay self-imposed drama. All hail the queen of self-imposed drama.
I wrote this list of things labeled, "What I would change tomorrow if everything could" or something like that. I can't tell if its really helping or not. It must be, cos I'm definitely feeling more pressure and more squeezing. I'm still feeling motivated rather than put ( Read more... ) -
by the side of the stump , she told us these things, 'if you hear a bell ring you get some wings'
Two more weeks at my current job and I'm gone. Its a freeing feeling. Though not as freeing as some alternatives/additions....
The weather is getting more awesome, I'm becoming less and less crazy, and things are generally getting better. Beltane this year was awesome; renewing as it was last year, though different, and in some ways, lonely--but not ( Read more... )