I just finished listening to "You Will Love This Song" by Amber Rubarth. so good. But it always makes me think of Emma. Even now, when that feels like ancient history and that I have a beautiful girlfriend whom I am in a deep, deep love with, it makes me think of her and I get kinda sad ( Read more... )

Tonight was awesome.

Peace.

I got some much needed family time today.  It was good.  I lounged around the pool room with a bunch of kids, AND I got some homework done while doing it.  I finished my batik and it looks awesome and I was in a great mood today.  This further proves that I make my own happiness.  I feel great, if not a little tired ( Read more... )

( Just another disaster following me around. )

Today, well yesterday I suppose, I've made a big decision.  It's actually not that big, and it is a continuation of my moping.  The idea, however, is that the outcome of this decision will help eliminate the blues that I've been dealing with ( Read more... )

Wally ( Read more... )

Well, much to say ( Read more... )

I have been dead for a while.  For a couple of weeks to a month, I've watched the world go by and just sat in a hole filled to my elbows in apathy, leaving only for quick bouts of depression or anger ( Read more... )

I bum a lot lately.  Which really isn't any fun.  I've been saving, trying not to post here, so I could discuss things with people in person.  But who the hell wants to listen to me whine?  Not me ( Read more... )

Don't:

It's hard to fathom that someone, somewhere is controlling everything.

Do:

He is a master of comedy.  I think that God has a great since of humor and loves to laugh his ass off at my ridiculous life.  This sucks.