ONE...MORE...CLASS ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to wonder if I don't like christmas now not just because I don't believe in anything it stands for, but if it has to do with people's reactions. I just don't believe in santa, god or Jesus, and most definitely not the consumerism it promotes, which leaves little left for me to fret about. I don't want other people to stop enjoying ( Read more... )

Today would have been Cody's 22nd birthday. I don't even feel like it's real most of the time. It's amazing to me how much of that time I put away.

13 days of class left
and in those 13 days I have too many projects, papers, tests, and labs to even think about....uggghhh

Doing something so ordinary made me see love clearer than I've ever seen it before - funny huh?

I am going to Hungary next semester :-D ( Read more... )

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I have never hated school. School has been hard before, and I've not wanted to do it, but I've never hated it. This semester is horrible as of now, my teachers are awful (some of them cannot even be understood) and the work load is a little ridiculous. For instance tomorrow I have a Genetics test (EVERY 2 WEEKS) an environmental test and my lab ( Read more... )

Let's see...what's been up. I've rediscovered my mother as she is camping in California right now while Dennis is looking for a job and is thus on none of her dopey medication. We had a real conversation last week. I'm trying to decide whether I really want to continue to work at Tripps, it's almost time to buy another 25$ work shirt. School ( Read more... )

I'm going to be ok - it's not going to be easy. It's actually going to be really scary and really fucking hard. But I'm going to make it through all this ( Read more... )

agh *angst ( Read more... )