Sometimes, I am so selfish. Try as I might to be a rather selfless individual, in the end, I always seem to revert back to my selfish self. Sometimes I'm afraid even that my supposed selflessness is self-serving. I don't mean it to be, but sometimes, I'm pretty sure it is ( Read more... )

The Vampire Queen has stated and rightly that something feels amiss in the world. And while one might assume that this ability to sense such subtle disturbances in the immaterial order of the world, I can assure that it is not. Perhaps it is due to the fact that I also am gifted in black magic that I have sensed it too. For certainly as I lay in ( Read more... )

Currently I am feeling in terrible need of a hug. I didn't know why until, while I was contemplating writing about this, I realized that today I did not receive my daily magic HP/MP restoring hug from the rogue. I still need that, even if I do believe I have somehow recovered from my previous affliction ( Read more... )

I've been running around like a mad person, in spite of my illness (which I still hardly feel the effects of and frequently choose to pretend does not exist). Consequently, I have neglected my lj for two days, which isn't really such a long time, but I have been feeling the itch to update, and done my best to ignore it in the face of more ( Read more... )

I am already sick of being sick. So tomorrow I've decided that I'm just not gonna be sick anymore. That's all there is to it! Of course, if I feel as absolutely exhausted as I do right now, it might be quite the feat...

I think I've gotta join saxchicbeth on the "I just want someone to spoon with" train. It's coming up on two weeks now ( Read more... )

So it's official- I too have the dreaded kissing disease. Haven't been doing much kissing lately though, so chances are I have not infected many others. Of course there has been a lot of beverage sharing going on ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in a while, so I think I shall ( Read more... )

It has come to my attention that lately I've been overly negative. I'm sorry, I don't mean to sound ungrateful. I love my life and am so incredibly thankful for all the blessings in it. I guess I really have come across as petty and shallow. So much for my darling future roommie's notion that it didn't matter that the things I complained about ( Read more... )

I hate to be so depressing all the time. It seems that I always start off the week on a low note. Surely by tomorrow I'll be smiling, and not smiling to keep from crying. Really, sincerely smiling. That would be lovely ( Read more... )

I know I've been obsessively and compulsively updating over the course of the past 48 hours. But right now, I feel I must express just how special I feel, how unbelievably grateful I am for everything that I have going for me in my life, but especially, for everyone. So recently so many people who are important to me have confirmed that I in turn ( Read more... )