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ten caret fives
Sometimes I feel I'm barely hanging in there. My recent visit to my was-hometown of South Royalton has re-instilled the feeling of thankfulness that has in my recent past been associated with my new residence/lifestyle. It reminded me that I was given absolute shit to work with in life - absolutely nothing. That I learned to ask for and expect ( Read more... ) -
Hyperbolic Dish?
Pieces of belief... skies open and bits of disaster fall... strike us mournfully. Life is leaps, faithful ones, made en loop to no end, assuring nothing but the next. We've all fallen in line, according. Pretty, narrow paths which we follow, and to our own flirtation with the beautiful arrogance of fate, break from and stray ever so woefully and ( Read more... ) -
Right about now
Somewhere along the line, the motivation of last fall has faded. I woke up Tuesday afternoon, grabbed my camera bag, and went outside. It was cold, and not exactly what one would expect of this hill, had they any experience. The air was dead, even walking briskly, I could not feel the wind on my face. My boots made cold crunchy impact noises as I ( Read more... ) -
there always is
Taking everything into account is difficult sometimes. Try as one may to be neutral and fair to all involved, I suppose one can never fully remove themselves from a situation, and hence, will always be biased one way or another. I have heard that only one can sit in judgment, but, I think placing the weight of society on God is a cop-out. We have ( Read more... ) -
Hey I know I
What is it we find safe to expect from this humanity? With every change, we all see greatness, we all see despair. Around every corner, another Pandora's box. Insisting on patience, insisting on the past as a model. We've lived, and so we shall. Content with patterns, content with good-enoughs, and content with will-be. We're all fumbling around ( Read more... ) -
The things we owe
So, vacation is almost over, and I am almost as nervous going back into college for the spring as I was when I entered in the fall ( Read more... ) -
Emergency Annex to the List
Delicious Cake T-Shirt -
link - Because the cake is most definitely a lie. I cannot stress the importance of this.
By the way, I wear a Medium or Large. Please don't get a small, I will break it. -
What... just what
I'm upset. I must seriously be out of my mind. Is the audience listening? Heh... which one? I really should listen to myself sometimes... they're not bad ideas... or at least not the good ones, I'm just completely f#@!ing crazy. Look! I stayed up all night. Not really that important. No real classes today. I played a lot of Sim City 4 last night. I ( Read more... ) -
Parenthetical Addendums
Sweet nothings, and the sound of sad longing. I feel death, you see, inside me. Blindness staring intently at my soul, you don't even know. I wouldn't call it madness, not some... disillusioned voice, epic, and ever there. A sinking, know it? Not a personality, a thing. An action? A feeling ( Read more... ) -
One less rant to worry about.
The way passing judgment grants you superiority. The way the inevitable comes to pass. Of setting and rising, living and dying of the sun, the moon, and the heavens. The way you'll never know. The way you'll never think to ask. All in the lives and the minds of others. And what I say is "so be it ( Read more... )