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This, by the way, has nothing to do with college.
Hey there, Norman. There's another couple nails in the coffin. You just keep pounding them in there. You know, if you keep up like this, you'll be finished in no time. Don't lose hope, you'll seal it up soon enough, no no, god forbid you stop before you destroy everything. And I'd make some apologetic speech for this, saying that I shouldn't take ( Read more... ) -
Today's news
So, as of today, as far as I know, yesterday's news no longer matters. The money's not coming from the bank, but rather from relatives. This improves the situation, relatively, to an extent. I will be able to make my tuition payment on time. Thus, as far as I'm aware, I will be set as far as attending college as planned this fall. Everything's back ( Read more... ) -
Hey, that's good
Well, the future be damned! Apparently, because of debt I acquired in Burlington, heh, I've been denied any and all loans from my bank. Haha. So whatever, looks like I've gotta pull a fast one and get like, 2000 dollars by august 9th, and another 1,500 a few weeks later, and then find a way to pay for books. I mean, or, I could just not go to ( Read more... ) -
I don't know what to do.
I got my financial aid awards package Monday. This was, of course, three whole weeks after it was postmarked from VTC, sent to Brian's house, and whenever Brian decided to get around to forwarding it here. See, I have to have this bullshit sent to his house, otherwise, my primary address is in New York, meaning I get financially raped twice as much ( Read more... ) -
Sleep?
Over the past couple months (especially since I stopped working night shift at MorCon) I've been fighting with off and on insomnia. Now, this shouldn't be anything new to me, I haven't slept right since I first got an internet connection. It's nothing chronic, I don't think, it comes and goes, but tonight just seems to be one of those nights. I've ( Read more... ) -
Being who I am
Well, I'm back from another weekend adventure. This time it was Connecticon. It was more overwhelming than I thought it would be, just in terms of sheer geekiness. It had never truly occurred to me that the gaming/anime culture was just so... incredibly extensive, to say the least. I have a bad habit of being intimidated in situations where I'm ( Read more... ) -
Laptop Con College
I ended up going to the bonfire in VT this weekend, after all. It wasn't as awkward as I thought it might be, for whatever reason I thought that. Again, I was reminded of how much I miss my old friends, and how much I look forward to being able to spend time with them when I go to college. Yeah, some may not live the best lifestyle, but we're good ( Read more... ) -
So
I've been told by three people in the past 24 hours that I should become a writer. It did occur to me that writing is one of the few things that I can do for a long time and not get bored... however, writing as I write and writing professionally are worlds apart. When I write, I tend to have no structure, I rarely ever see how a piece is going to ( Read more... ) -
Transformers
Transformers rocked like a hurricane! I might even go see it again, it was so good... I can't describe how ecstatic I was during the whole movie. Just... yeah, awesome. Ashley was there, as well, and she seemed to be equally as ecstatic at the end of the movie. Surprising, really, I didn't know what to expect for a response from her, I was almost ( Read more... ) -
Warning: Existential Crap Ahead.
I'm done. Or at least I wish I could be. With all the second guessing. All the mistakes. Planning, forseeing, looking for what paths may lead to the best case scenerio. I wish I could do away with all of it. The anxiety, the nervous silence, all the defenses. Throw it all to the wind. I wish I could choose, I wish what I chose would be right, and I ( Read more... )