And I'm the only on noticing

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Sie wartet den ganzen Tag auf den Abend.

Sie kauft Tabletten.

Der Apotheker sagt, zum Gluck gibt es Tabletten.

have i always been
such a complete mess?

would i even be interesting
if i wasn't such a disaster?

it seems like
in the last 3 years
ive gotten incredibly old
and really difficult

i like the city
when its cold and dark
and no one really sees me

its always cold
no matter where i am

I cant stand the thought
of someone else
in this room

and at the same time
its so empty here

from time to time

i wonder

will i always be alone?

all summer long
i was resting

i was waiting
planning and thinking

now its the middle of winter
the streets are all frozen

and i'm back.

trouble with a capital t.

if you dont hear from me
for more than 6 days

call the police.

ive gotten myself into another magnificent mess.

so, its winter again ( Read more... )

I've been having trouble sleeping ( Read more... )

alright- so there are actually cute guys at the bowling alley at 2pm on wednesday. this is awesome.

the apartment is quiet
all nice and clean
the laundry is done
its terribly cold dark and rainy outside

pills and beer at hand
amen to a wonderful day off
motherfuckers

Always travel with small bills for cocktails on airplanes.

Running up and down the stairwell trying to erase everything that's fading from my mind.
Slowly things are ebbing.
So slowly.
What does one do to erase the memory, erase everything that you lived for for years and years and what you thought was going to be your whole life.
What do ( Read more... )