OH MAN. The rest of my family's still at the party, but my Dad drove me home ( Read more... )

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Depressed. Boyfriend of one year&nine months and I just broke up. I think. I guess it's for the best, though.

I want to fade away...

So... when my scale says below 100 pounds I will have to do something crazy and amazing ( Read more... )

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trying to get over myself. cut my hair and did it up; did my make-up. i am so weird in the middle of the night.

tomorrow i have to clean for like an hour and a half. after that i think i'm gonna jump some rope. lolololzolzoz

goodnight (morning).

I feel like crying. I am so fucking fat. My scale has to be wrong. There is so much FAT around my hips and thighs. UGH. I swear I'm going to start crying ( Read more... )

Wow my Dad actually made something healthy for dinner, for once.

Still.

I never want to eat again. :(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH why do I feel like dying everytime I eat ANYTHING?!

Ok so today has sucked so far today food-wise, but I am going to make a plan. A real plan. I need to stop being lazy and get a job, so I can buy food that is actually healthy for me (and low-cal kthx). When I told my Dad that I wanted to become pescatarian, he basically just laughed at me and said, "When you move out, sure. I'm not getting you ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M A FAT IDIOT. :(

Fucking nanaimo bar and brownies... oh God... I want to purge so badly. :( Why does it have to be like this?! One good day, one bad day, one good day... I can barely stand this! Ahhhh fuck!