Comments | fightmaster: i dont know what to think now

fightmaster

i dont know what to think now

May 11, 2006 19:38

guys, i dont know what in the hell to think now. i mean, i know that i really love sonia and i feel it to. i want to be with her and marry her and have kids... the whole nine yards. but sometimes when she doesnt call me, or messege me, or send a carrier pigeon to let me know how everything is... i feel neglected and..... ... unloved. it feels like ( Read more... )

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Depression the_shinji_kun May 11 2006, 20:41:00 UTC

As the topic of me thingy states, depression. You admit it, but you don't realise it. I don't say this to offend you so bare with me, I say this outa care. So I'll start with this first, I've gone through many books on depression, gone through phsycology classes (they don't teach how to spell) and I know a thing or two about depression. Now, you admit you're depressed, but you don't realise it. You realise you're down, and you use the word as depressed as feeling the lowest of low sadness stuff. That's sorta wrong. That feeling is just, some word I can't remember..but that's besides the point. Point I'm trying to get at is after reading this entry in which you gave an insight into yonder mind, you -are- depressed. As in the medical sense, again no offense and i'm not calling you crazy. But to put it bluntly you need help. It would be very good for you to seek help. Stay away from meds..meds are for dier situations. You need some counseling. Not sure how to find someone like that other than go see your doc, tell him you think you are ( ... )

Re: Depression fightmaster May 13 2006, 07:28:04 UTC

do you really think that i could be depressed, like clinically depressed. and why now, why not back when she was actually gone and i was all depressed cuz things were seemin really hopeless of her ever coming back? i may seek out some help. reason i say may is that im just too damned lazy to do it. and i took youre entire comment seriously after i read the first few sentences. im gonna go to my grandparents for a couple months. when i come back, hopefully you'll be here, and we shall see if i am still depressed. consider it a test. and i does like the sound of that game, so whats the name of it? and is that sayin you said at the end from boondock saints?

maybe.. anonymous May 12 2006, 12:12:56 UTC

Maybe you think she is being negletful of you or whatever but like what if its just cause you have been together for a while and you know how in those tv comedies the wife always complains that the husband doesnt get her flowers like he used to but he doesnt anymore cause he thought she didnt care anymore? You know..like maybe she doesnt think you are "newlyweds" anymore. I wonder if you will understand what i am trying to say ( ... )

Re: maybe.. fightmaster May 13 2006, 07:24:40 UTC

ok i think i get what youre sayin. and that is that i need to buy her some flowers. j/k, but really i think i kinda understand. like a "tolerance" for love has been established. kinda like you do with alcohol or drugs (bad comparison). but which one of us has developed the tolerance... me or her?

Re: maybe.. anonymous May 14 2006, 13:49:43 UTC

Well, it would have to have been her cause you still expect the same as before...or..im not sure...*confused* Oh well, i hope your little gettaway works wonders ^_^

Re: maybe.. fightmaster May 14 2006, 17:04:27 UTC

i think that it might be me. well... not sure. he smile still makes me feel all warm inside and when she kisses me i still enjoy every moment of it... but sometimes i find myself wanting more. do i want more cuz im really not getting as much as i used to, or becuase the "norm" is workin as well as it used too? this is confusing.