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[fightmaster]

sonia told me today that these recent entries that have been about me, her, and our relationship are upsetting her. she said that she read them and that some of the things i said made her mad, and the things that mike and john said made her mad too. now, to mike and john, dont get mad at her. i mean, its expected that shes gonna get mad for you

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[the_shinji_kun]

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[fightmaster]

john, shes not casting me into a void of depression. i think that the reason being for my depression is our situation. if i was able to see her, i wouldnt be sad. i wouldnt have to distract myself. i could sit here and smile just to smile, without any reason. and i really think that you guys are only hearing the bad part of the relationship. lately, since we arent able to see eachother, it is more likely that bad stuff will be prompted to happen. think about it, is us being apart almost enitrely against our will gonna make us feel happy or sad? im not tryin to be an ass or condescending, but thats how i see it. and yet again, if we were together, more and more things would be prompted to happen. good things cant happen if a there isnt a situation that would allow something good to happen