tonight is a weird night, i think i'm starting to realize how much growing up i have to do/ am doing. i guess it's time for me to start letting things go, and start focusing on more pressing matters in my life, i.e. job security, grades, all that stuff. I've done my fair share, and i'm happy w/ my accomplishments, but certain things are out of my ( Read more... )

Ok, this entry will be long because i finally got a direct response from my father. I wanted to post the events in the order in which they happened. skip over this entry if u're not interested ( Read more... )

i guess i don't waste any time huh? this is the one that i kissed while i was w/ kelly... I've found some awesome girls lately, and that makes me happy, and lets me know that i'm not "like every other guy." I like making girls happy...

wow, i just went thru the easiest break up of my life... we were both on the same page ( Read more... )

Well, today of all days was pretty hard for me, but i'm glad i worked so much because it meant that i did not have to think too much about my father. I e-mailed him today, said i hope he has a good father's day. No response, don't really expect one. A close friend told me today that at least i'm making some effort, and for me to know that it's ( Read more... )

i fuckin hate that phrase ( Read more... )

why do i continue to try and play sports knowing that my knees are going to hurt like a bitch later?

I have the knees of a fifty year old...

I Miss You by Blink 182


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It sucks being someone's regret...

Alright, i KNOW i'm not the best painter. I don't want to be the best painter, i don't have time to perfect the art of painting. What i do know is that i want to have fun painting. I want to enjoy the fact that i helped change this apartment into something that my roommates and I enjoy. It was funny at first to hear people come in and say, "wow ( Read more... )