I pulled out my old cds full of music that I hadn't listened for 3 years. Back then, all the music was there just to induce my dreamlike state. Meaningless words were supposed to be meaningful. Just to feel something...was everything to me.

( i am older and wiser...i think )

I declare this winter break, the time of negativity ( Read more... )

Am I supposed to envy those families who crowd around the dinner tables on Christmas evening? Those with a turkey? A ham? Mashed potatoes. Vegetables. And warm laughter.

I know that beneath all that exterior, there must be all the family trauma. The I hate your wife dilemma. The my children do not respect me quandry. So why should I crave ( Read more... )

All the songs that people send me remind me of them ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I read blogs and LJs that criticize a style of writing, I immediately rush to my journal/blog to check if I write that way.

And sometimes I am relieved.

Other times, I just hold my head up and think that I am satisfied with the way I write.

"She acts that way...because she's rich," I remember one of my (former) friends saying about me when I first started college ( Read more... )

Unfortunately I felt no nostalgia here.

naim: considering who i am and considering who you are...
Auto response: do you miss me as much as I miss you? naim: i probably miss you more!
naim: k bye!
naim signed off at 11:24:17 PM.

I don't know why I have been into lj memes lately, but they are all too interesting. And it's such a great way to put off studying for finals.

100 things!

( p is for procrastination )

Rain, Rain, Go Away Rain, rain, go away ( Read more... )

I want to live by myself, but prospects of such a thing is not going to happen for awhile ( Read more... )