Well, if you told me you were drowning, I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend, but I don't know if you know who I am
Well, I was there and I saw what you did, I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off the grin
I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies I am not happy where I am. Yet, I wasn't happy before ( Read more... )

To me, it seems like everyone is just...pairing off. And that bothers me? Or just it just makes me angry?

Perhaps it's just a withdrawal effect from watching the last season of Sex and the City. The love affair ends, they say ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I got so upset that I almost fainted. It was weird because I had never gotten that upset before to cause me to feel physical effects. I almost lost consciousness while I was taking a shower. And for some reason, I thought I was having a vision that was telling me, "CALL HIM CALL HIM CALL HIM ( Read more... )

Are you depressed? he asked me recently ( Read more... )

There are times where I stare at the keyboard. Not because I like the keyboard, but because I am unsure how to feel or how to act. I lean my head to the right, trying to find that point of realization...but nothing ( Read more... )

Last year, I basically starved myself several days. Not intentionally. I had a bad incident at work that hurt me deeply. As a result, I almost quit...and I didn't feel like eating for about 3 days ( Read more... )

I am wallowing in self-pity again. I let myself slip into this pit again ( Read more... )

My ears feel unwashed.

They don't feel clean after a bath.

But Tanner likes them.

Amor vincit omnia et nos cedamus amori.

There are not many things that I regret in my life. Mostly, because I have the ability to turn these negative things into positive healing issues. The heart-breaking, painful experience with my first boyfriend...taught me to be a better person. The rejection from computer science showed me a better field of study. Even my horrible choice of a ( Read more... )