woo! my feet are absolutely callused and achey from the most unnerving days of my working life. i've spent the past few days working the halloween store. it's so busy and i'm constantly putting things back and coming by a minute later to find they need to be put back in their proper place. what bothers me is that i've always been a person who finds ( Read more... )

listen to jeff buckley ( Read more... )

friday i was expected to meet up with chris,which was entirely his idea. he said he wanted to and that he missed me, but noon came and went, and i was in grand central waiting for him, and he never even so much as texted me to let me know he wasn't going to be there. that was the last time i will make a plan with him that involves me going anywhere ( Read more... )

my professor just emailed this to everyone ( Read more... )

WOW, tonight was amazing ( Read more... )

i think i spent the entire day going insane! lajfakjdsklajdkjladssad ( Read more... )

This has been a crazy few weeks ( Read more... )

yearbooks came. i'm not in it. apparently i was 'camera shy', but i can't remember deciding i wasn't going to take the photo. i'm pretty sure i was just absent, and i was upset but whatever. i'm not going to be a baby, i know it was probably my mistake ( Read more... )

It's been a crazy week. Kind of boring but still crazy.

Got to talk to Nate! missed him so much and thought about him the other day, hunted him down,and messaged him on aim. It's funny how with some people you can feel so comfortable talking to them like you still are the person you were when they knew you.

Handed in paperwork for senior project ( Read more... )

 My God, I really think I'm going to start seeing a therapist because I can't think straight alot of the time. There's always something to do, and worse, something to stress about, and I feel like I'm fucking my life up because of the fact that I can't prioritize my emotions or get my head together. I have no motivation to do anything, I feel like ( Read more... )