wow! so much to tlak about! my life is SO different now...in a way. i dont know how many of you read my journal or who even care but i guess i'll just update anyway. so A LOT of things have changed and have gone on. i'm no longer with hector anymore. we broke up a few weeks ago and i'm really happy that we did. i came back from my cruise which was ( Read more... )

today Steven and i are going to Frisco. it should be pretty fun. work went well today. a couple more weeks before i go on my Cruise!!! i'm so excited. i have everything ready and stuff. i'm ALL ready to go! Natalie and i are still looking for a new place. we have to go get a credit report though. i think we are going tomarrow. i dont want to go ( Read more... )

so...today my sister and i went looking for a new place. from what we say today i think we are going to just aim for appartments. we saw some shitty looking houses. the only thing is that she has bad credit so we are scared that its going to be hard. i'm SO bumed cuz Steven's roommate is moving out and thats perfect for me. since its right next to ( Read more... )

so today was the try outs for the Raiderettes and my sister didnt make it BUT fucking met TONs of Raiders! OH MY FUCKING GOSH!!!! you have No idea like AT ALL! so...Mary, Nat and i left fucking ealry as hell this morning at 5:00 am and we hardley get any sleep cuz we were having some fun. so, we left and got there in Oakland and there was so may ( Read more... )

i have a really bad feeling and i need to get it off my chest. lastnight i went to work with Natalie and it was college night so there was tons of people. well i got my drink on and both of us got pretty drunk. everything was really cool the whole time but this guy that likes Nat, Dennis came in. she thinks hes all cute and whatever and since her ( Read more... )

my sister Melissa and my brother in law Ken are in toen. they came yesterday and are leaving today to visit my mom in Mariposa (AKA HELL). so they will be there and today was my last day of work since we have all of next week off. i also dont have anymore school after today for a week also. which reminds me i HAVE FUCKING SCHOOL TONIGHT. i totally ( Read more... )

so the whole flights and passport crap is stressing me out. tomarrow my mom and i are going to Delhi to do all the papers for my passport and i will be geting it in two weeks. we are leaving May 7th and will be in New York for a week for training before we go on the cruise boat. i'm so stoked. i know its going to suck geting everything ready for it ( Read more... )

well...i can feel a change in the air. i can tell things are going to get pretty hard. now that Nat and Art are more likely going to get a devorce now there are a lot of things that are going to be changing and i'm totally not ready. i'm so bumed about everything. Nat was saying that she doesnt want anymore smoking bud in the house. which is ( Read more... )

ok so a lot of shit has been going on. things with Larry and i are getting kinda friendly...if you know what i mean. i'm so fucking confused on what i should do though. i REALLY REALLY like him but he is just WAY too busy all the time. i hardly ever get to see him or talk to him. so it really sucks. there is this SCARY ass guy Freddy who is in my ( Read more... )

today i was suppose to be off but i went in to train in coffee again. i was there only for a few hours. i'm not sure what i'm doing tonight. i might do something with Larry. i wanted to go see what movie Taking Lives cuz it came out today and it looks good. Natty bo batty with a big ol fatty works tonight. my sisters and my mom have been sending ( Read more... )