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[firefly5]

family christmas party last night. i went over to codys and he was acting weird. and i was acting weird. and i wanted to start crying because things were feeling weird. only because im so bleepin weird. i drove out to Herriman with him quietly accompanying me in the passenger seat. he mixed red wine with white wine and was feeling sick. we got

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[eilan]

Don't worry about being called a bitch for feeling insecure. I feel the exact same way you do.
Last Friday, james and I had to drop off a resume at a store where his ex works. we were dropping it off to her. This is only the second time I have met her (the first was at a funeral, not the best circumstances).
I was very upset when we left, james asked why, I decided to be honest, my reply was "she's prettier then I am", and a few tears slipped out. :(
he hugged me and was like "WHAT!?!?!?!? no shes not!!!" hugged me again, and said "you are way prettier, and you know what? I'm leaving w/ you, aren't I??"
Not exactly my favourite day. *shrug*
ex's are a sore spot for me too, I'm a bitch as well. a jealous, insecure bitch, and that's just the way I am.
sorry for the random babble.
xoxo, pea

[firefly5]

ah hon, im sorry to hear that. that is a terrible position for you to be in. i have never met codys ex nor do i intend to. what they have is between them and i don't want to get into it, but its one of those things...just the fact that she is still in his life hurts regardless. even though i know its foolish to let that hurt me. its like asking those questions that you want to know because it hurts knowing but i guess it hurts just as much not knowing. and yes, i am insecure. another thing i should work on perhaps? take care.

xox

[americoma]

Thanx for that night baby, I really honestly enjoyed it. I enjoyed meeting your family, they seemed like really nice people. And thank you alot for the "slumber party" I so love to sleep next to you, even if we are not arm in arm, the comfort that I have with you next to me is undescribable. I love you Jennifer.
-Cody
p.s. Sorry about my weirdness, I am a dumbass........
THE END

[firefly5]

ok i believe you.
lets just not have things weird anymore cause it sucks.

<3xinfinity

i love you so much. but i tell you that every second i get so you probably already know that.

xoxo, jenn

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[americoma]

No matter how much you tell me that you love me, I wait in anticipation for the next time. I love you, and I love that you love me.
Have fun at work, while I play. hehehe
Love- Cody