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Another Friday night alone and at home. What a shame. I think I'm falling for Isaac. At work I just wanted to see him but he was rarely around. We didn't talk when he was in the bar but he came up to the back bar that over looks the river and he wanted a jug of lime soda water and he was so nice. We smiled and awww! I just wanted it to last forever ( Read more... )

I'm so fat. I weigh 61.3 or something but my thighs are HUGE! Not to mention my butt. I think I should go to Jenny Craig. I hate being fat. I wish I was thinner, just so I could be happier. I have a belly too. Grr. Sometimes I don't give a crap cos people should love us the way we are, but it just gets to me, especially when I want people, Isaac, ( Read more... )

He's the first guy that is very nice and very attractive that I've talked to and I'm not drooling after him, like totally in pre adoration-love. It's like I should be or something cos I always go gaga over guys and it hasn't hit me. I can finally just be myself around him, I'm still a little reserved cos I've only just met him, but that'll pass, ( Read more... )

Isaac is so nice. It's so cool that he started up conversations with me and he has a very kind aura. I found a photo by accident in The Noosa Journal with Cooper, Nikki and Darren in it along with Isaac and I love it. I'll always have it as a reminder wherever I end up. Cooper makes me laugh, in the picture cos in real life he makes me laugh. You ( Read more... )

Yeah, I talked to Mum tonight after she chatted to David, and she gave me some more inspiration and a kick in the right direction. She said I need to apply for other jobs cos I'm not getting enough work from the club and I can't wait for them to give me more hours, especially if they don't end up doing that. She gave me a wider view of things. It's ( Read more... )

Had some magazine and discman therapy. My stars say someone might be coming into my love life around the 20th and for me to accept their offer cos they "might be the one" Good fashion tips, but of singing along to Delta. I like singing along to Delta. That's why I like girl singers, so I can sing with them! Fun fun fun. I really want to do the ( Read more... )

Ok. I have a few purchases to add to the list.

1. Pants - cross strips, dark
2. Jacket - thin, woolen, green jacket, ties around the waist
3. Top - 3/4 sleeve v neck
4. Top - green singlet top, sequins, slits down side
5. Jacket - thin green/blue, 3/4 sleeve, light weight
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I'm fucked off. Half my clothes are the wrong colour all thanks to the fucking washing machine. At home it wouldn't matter if you put whites together, but now! My Cat Empire tee, the writing on that is a dull pink, and my once green skirt is MORE PINK THAN GREEN! No green at all! FUCK OFF! I liked that skirt! What makes it do that anyway? Now it's ( Read more... )

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