This has been an odd summer for me.. so Ive been getting into this online dating thing and..i dont know...Ive found/ hung out with some nice people and lately ive been questioning the relationship dynamic. what determines if 2 ppl are in a relationship. if they make out? if they do everything but sex? what if we call it a party and throw in sex.. ( Read more... )

I hate the US. we are over consuming, over eating..ignorant stupid assholes. we over process our food depleting its nutrient content and leading to urges to over eat. We become too fat to even walk so we have surgery to medically limit the amount that we eat ( Read more... )

I feel as though college has not broadened my mind but narrowed it, sure their alot of different view points that were brought to my attention but lately I have no feeling..the dayly routine has like the ocean eroded my self confidence, motivation, and emotional spectrum. I find myself getting annoyed more easily, and muck more apathetic. I also ( Read more... )

I dont know if I can do it... the only thing keeping me going as of now is the thought of next semester..although the thought of spending it without catfish is a bit saddening but I feel it'll be good for me to break free.. I dont want us to be one of those couples that absorb each other and become a single entity..or one absorbs the other... I ( Read more... )

So hear i am, purgatory today was my last day at big lots its actually been pretty fun and i think i will miss it. right now i feel as if im in a void.. theirs nothing left for me in Nj but its still to early to leave for school, i also feel an emotional void i now remember what its like to be alone..id forgotten since ive pretty much had some one ( Read more... )

So its summer..its going ok i guess i went all down 55 looking for jobs.. i applied like every store i walked into..And i always have Kmart as a last resort. Lately ive felt strange...i dont know ( Read more... )

so kay was playing this country song which reminded me of walk the line which then reminded me of matt and of all the good times we had, back when he wasnt crazy obsessive, back when I bought into the whole staying together for a long time thing..at least a little, back when we had crazy camino adventures, back when I felt at home with his family ( Read more... )

Sigh. everything was going so well then he had to leave...for 28days hell be away. damn and the worst part is that i accually miss him...:( but hell be back soon enough. now my only concern is about his ex...im not sure if hes still in love with her.. im sure he is a bit, their still friends. eh its not really any concern of mine..its just the ( Read more... )

First off matts been creepy and calling me all the time and even though i know he just wants to be my friend im afraid that if I let him in even a little he'll engulf me again and ill some how convince my self to give him another chance. arg ( Read more... )

So my roomate and I.. weer pretty odd. Mostly in the fact that we are the same yet opposite. I am light and she is dark, I am masculin and she is feminin, i am peanut butter and she is jelly, I am S she is Q/L. Yet we share the same compassion, intrests, and birthday. In a totaly nonromantic way I feel as if she is my other half. she encourages my ( Read more... )