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am i on speed?
so i have offically been up for thirtysix hours!!! damn... i just cleaned the crap outta the staff desk area and now i am going to put all the laundry away and maybe even clean the kitchen depending on if any of the hellions wake up. i have had a bit of coffee so that i wouldn't fall asleep tonight at work!! complete sucess, except now i have the ( Read more... ) -
i can't believe this
i am actually ok... with talking to him. i definately don't regret calling him. i feel like i got my best friend back. and that feels freaking wonderful! i can't believe that he called me back. and he said that we are going to keep in contact that's cool.
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what the fuck over
i should have forgotten his number, even though i am really good at remembering things like that ( Read more... ) -
sometimes i just can't believe my luck
offically the worst day ever on saturday!! it all started really on friday night, when eric was taking me to work i asked him to take me to taco johns and i got a burrito and asked for beans instead of meat and sure enough there was meat on it but i didn't realize this until i went to work. which when i got to work they were like "what are you ( Read more... ) -
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"dying is an art,like everything else./ i do it exceptionally well."- sylvia plath -
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sometimes things are to crazy for me to understand why they even happened they way they did. i am constantly finding out new things about my family that i prolly should have known, but seems how is didn['t now a lot more makes sense. i sometimes feel like my heart is too big for this job, and it is constantly hurting because i cannot stand to see ( Read more... ) -
impulsive much?
i think that i am slightly on the impulsive side. but that's not news to me ( Read more... ) -
houston i have left the building
so my new job rocks hard and i love it. i miss to many people that have already erased me from their memories. i realized i am a walking fuck up and i just need to accept this. -
as far as this all goes
i have yet to decide whether or not i made a good choice... i do have to say that there are a lot of really great things about iowa that i never knew before... they have the morning after pill over the counter, you can smoke in restraunts, they have a 24hr. porn shop that you can smoke in, it cheap as hell to live here and there are actually a lot ( Read more... ) -
goodbye yellow brick road
till next time pensacola, you have been good and you have been bad to me. i hope that one day you will stop being such a blackhole and small minded. i remember all the great times that i have had and i need to take those with me. i know you will never talk to me again and if that's the way it is going to be fine, but just know that i really love ( Read more... )