i could recieve a sign ( Read more... )

and i wanted, for you to love me like you used to do ( Read more... )

IT WAS EXACTLY ONE YEAR THAT THIS HAPPENED BEFORE!!! I HATE NOVEMBER I HATE DECEMBER I HATE ALL THE MONTHS!! BUT MOST OF ALL I HATE THE WAY THINGS ALWAYS END UP!!!

and we shall never talk again and that hurts the most, i never want to hear the words "i love you" ever again!!

i just can't take it again

i am sorry to everyone i hope you know i am

i love you to much to let it go and i can't forget

life is to short to ruin the only good you have

please know everyone that i am sorry and i don't you to be a shadow of the past

so this was the weirdest and most awesome past three days
.. i won on thursday
made 65.00 dollars for three hours of work on friday
-caitlin and i randomly went to tallahasse...

we had so much fun!!!!

so i am experiencing insomnia.. it may have to do with all the coffee i consumed.. who knows... i love my job, it's pretty damn amazing really, i love my dearest friend cattlepin, i am talking to really old friends and it's kind of odd really, i enjoy it though. i miss him just as much everyday and i wish that there was something that could be done ( Read more... )

why didn't we just forget each other... it would make this so much damn easier... i tried like hell to earase you from my memories but that seemed to fail when i saw you standing there you were light a beautiful light glowing in the darkness of evil. so we talked we made love and we exchanged words that should only be said when they are really ( Read more... )

so after many years of swearing up and down that i would never get married and have a child ever!! i feel almost like it would be nice to have that with a certain someone... not that i am getting my hopes up in anyway, but the thought itself is not nearly as frightening as it used to be ( Read more... )

it seems like lately i have been very concerned with this wretched thing that i was born with... and when i started having severe chest pains i decided to take myself to the e.r. i came to two conclusions 1. that i really hate hospitals and 2. nobody even knows what my heart disease is. therefore making it difficult to explain the severity of the ( Read more... )