I was surprised that I was able to remember my sn for this. I suppose this will be more of a personal journal of sorts as I don't think anyone has kept me on their list of friends but perhaps I shall add a few that I remember back. I have lots to say but I lack the energy to do so at this moment. must get some much needed rest.

im getting over a cold and i'm bored. i can't sleep anymore so i thought i'd go online.

there is so much to say but i don't see any reason to put it all here nor can i even begin to put it all into words that would fully express the whirl wind of emotions that it has become.

class went well last night. for once, there is another gay guy in one of my classes but he doesn't speak english well so i have no idea how to even begin tring to start a conversation with him. we'll see about that one ( Read more... )

today is the first day of class. i have no idea what my schedule is but I'm pretty sure that my first class is at 8am and that it's political science and that i have an attractive teacher. the online records system doesn't open until 7am so i needed to kill some time and yeah....yesterday andie and i went to the farmers market in costa mesa. i ( Read more... )

feeling alot better. that's all i've got for now

damn it i hate it when derek turns into an intellectual asshole. i spelled someone's name wrong and he couldn't let it go and then decided that it would be "fun" to keep teasing me over and over in his annoying smart kid way. idk i got really pissed and haven't spoken to him since. he hasn't text message me or called since either which is weird ( Read more... )

things have gotten a little bit better. my father had his pace maker put in this past week and he's doing alright at home. the only thing left is for the surgeon that his doctor requested take my fathers case and perorm the operation. i've been staying as positive as possible and my spirits have been lifted up alot and it shows in our household ( Read more... )

tomorrow things will be alot more clear as far as to what road my father is going to go down. the family keeps coming over and the food keeps getting eaten. i swear, it's like we're shopping for a funeral and the rosary proceding it whenever we go grocery shopping. gotta make sure we have plenty of coffee and tea and cookies and blah blah blah ( Read more... )

well, my father is dying. the doctor told him yesterday that only 20% of his heart muscles are working and the amount will keep lowering over the next few months until he dies. he needs a heart transplant but they are going to do some other test to see if it is possible to salvage any more of his heart muscle tissue and maybe, just maybe, they ( Read more... )

i need to get laid. the end.