so my father is going in for some horrible procedure to check out his heart first thing in the morning. as far as we know, no matter what it is that happens to be wrong with him, his and our lives are going to be different starting tomorrow. he won't be able to do construction work any longer and more than likely, he'll be on disability. all i ( Read more... )

so i'm listening to the hxc band tribute cd to the smashing pumpkins. i must say that i'm not impressed at all. oh well i guess ( Read more... )

blah blah blah I really should have gone to summer school or at least got a summer job because i'm beyond bored bored bored. at least i'll be moving out soon and away from the madness that is my family. don't get me wrong, i love them to death. living with them can be difficult. their thing is that they can't see me moving out on my own because ( Read more... )

i don't think anyone will read this or remember who i am but whatever. god oh god where do i begin. i'm in the middle of what could be my first real relationship but there are some major major problems with it. 1)he is in denial of his own homosexuality/bi sexuality. 2)He is moving to santa cruz in about 5 weeks and he will be going to school ( Read more... )

yeah i'm not dead. i've just been super busy with school and work. i need somewhere to vent where nobody i know is going to read this so here it goes. blah blah hmmmm I'm now a set history major. I'm planning and working my way to transfer to UCLA but i'm not sure how much longer it will take to get there. I'm really excited for this. I ( Read more... )

blah blah blah blah school was boring tonight but i saw the hottest guy in the computer lab so that was neat. ha i never say those things on here but fuck it i don't care. let's see i'm still trying to figure out what the hell is going on with my band. we still have yet to practice since our first night and bleh. i'm confused about my friend. ( Read more... )

i did laundry all day and it wasn't even mine. i got paid a decent amount just for a simple task as that but now i don't even want to do my own laundry. because i couldn't bring my mattress back home from seattle, i had to take my sisters while she was in puerto rico but i gave it back to her today so now i'm without one. i'm not looking forward ( Read more... )

just found out today that my mom has some sort of liver virus and that she's got 5 years. i'd like a drink right now

bored. class was interesting and i actually was upset that it had to end. i wanted to go out and buy a pumpkin today but it just didn't happen. i guess it's not "fall" enough yet. i'm noticing that i'm quite redundant. why go out of your way to talk to someone who stopped talking to you so long ago? i'm a massachist.

so it turns out that the paper wasn't due today after all and she didn't want to give extra credit for those who finished it earlier. fantastic. my salad sucked too but what can ya do?