Vodka + Vicks 44 Chaser = One hell of a fucking way to start your day

is 6:40am to early to start drinking???? at least math will pass by quickly

i spent all day and evening finishing up my reading for my english class and haven't even begun my reading assignment for history. fuck it cuz i'm just too damn tired. maybe it's because i'm drained but i feel pretty down right now. something about my approaching birthday getting closer and closer is making me feel very lethargic for a few ( Read more... )

fuck i was in a shitty mood today. j is so fuckin lame sometimes and i wonder why the heck i still talk to him. I called friday cuz i was at the hotel he works at and then i called saturday just to talk and left a message. he swears that he never gets my phone calls or messages and so therfor never calls me back. he's the one that asked me to ( Read more... )

oooooooh boy I had like 5 overly strong sour apple martini's tonight and a couple of shots of vodka. I'm surpised that I'm still awake and sober right now. tonight consisted of me going out with brittany and chris. we went to hang out with our ever so cute drummer boy derek for a little while and that was cool but i felt bad because i was semi ( Read more... )

I keep having old feelings come up every time i talk to my best friend....umm..we'll just call him J. I keep myself at a great distance now but for a little while i couldn't figure out why i kept doing that until last night. idk we start talking and just the chemistry between us that lead the way to one of the best friendships i've ever had comes ( Read more... )

let's see....today......SUCKED ( Read more... )

valentines day....hmm...i had nobody to cuddle with but honestly now that i think about it...WHO GIVES A FUCK?? it's just another day but with a certain title and just like yesterday and more than likely tomorrow, i will be alone but that's fine. so yeah you won't get any sob stories or emo showers from me about that ( Read more... )

I went to the movies yesterday and saw that Hotel Rowanda film. I'm not sure if it's Rowanda Hotel or the other way around but anyways, I think that the film is very powerful and quite moving. The thing that upsets me the most is that it takes a decade before something like that is made about something that really happened and then all the ( Read more... )

bleh i dont' know if it's the color of the sky outside or if it's just me. i've been feeling down today. kind of felt out of place all day and it sucked. i got to thinking about "the one that still has a piece of my heart" and meh...it sux. maybe it's also shitty because Valentines day is coming up in just three days. I have never had anyone ( Read more... )

damn that test was horrible. there were only 15 questions but it took me nearly an hour to complete the damn thing. I was one of the first four/five people to turn it in while 98% of the class was still working on it. I guess I'll have to study harder next time ( Read more... )