boooooooo i have a math exam in hmmmmmmmmm i think like 38 minutes. I've studied decently for it but i don't wanna take it. I always get embarrassed when i take math exams because for some reason, i'm always one of the first if not the first one done with it but i can never tell if i've passed or failed it. oh well ( Read more... )

so my band is going well except for the fact that we're gonna need a new drummer. our ex drummer had a real bad attitude which sux cuz i've always had a "thing" for him since i met him a few years back. The one we're hopefully going to be working with very soon is even cuter and is much more positive but he has problems with his drum set so we ( Read more... )

i'm like 30 something days away from being 21. I somehow tricked my mom into actually buying me drinks at the store when i go grocery shopping. so far i've been drinking alot of long island ice tea things and this other drink called bahama mama or something like that. i still get scared that i'm gonna fuck up or something. i'm even more scared ( Read more... )

This semester so far has been pretty good. I've been a little bit more outgoing when it comes to meeting new people in my classes and it's been fun. I keep running into old friends on a daily basis and that's pretty cool too. This guy I had in one of my classes keeps bumping into me at odd times this semester and man...i find him so attractive ( Read more... )

I just saw Garden State tonight. I'm wondering if I'm the only person who kept checking the time to try and figure out just when it was going to finally end. My friend had talked this film up so much that I think my expectations may have been a little too high. Another reason I didn't like it is that it was another love story that did nothing ( Read more... )

meh...i was extremely close to finally coming out to my dad last night but of course it didn't happen. Earlier that day, my mom and i discussed the possible outcomes with me coming out to my father and they all seemed reasonble and not violent which is unlike how it turned out with her when i told her. anyways i had planned on telling him last ( Read more... )

too many things happened in 2004 and alot of them were not that great while some others were pretty cool. Other than coming out to my friends and what not, the second biggest thing that occured was the break up of my band. I remember going to shows that we were playing and walking in and having all sorts of people go out of their way to say hi or ( Read more... )

geez i'm so tired of looking for a drummer. I wish that we had one so that our band would be set and ready to go but nooooooooooo there aren't any drummers in oc that would want to play any form of punk. All of these idiots out here are mainly into metal and hardcore and metalcore and anything else that they can add the "core" ending to. don't ( Read more... )

well since nobody really reads this anyways i'm just going to go on and on with what is on my mind or should i say what has been on my mind. umm I've been trying to get sober since I was 18 and i'm 20 now. I stayed sober for a little over a year and a half and then things just went to shit and kept somewhat getting worse. for some reason i ( Read more... )

What do you get the best friend you fell for as a christmas gift? I may not even see him on Christmas but I don't even know if I should get him anything. We're still friends and all but bleh...idk...any help would be nice.