Sooo the first time I went running  the total distance was 8 blocks and I didn't even run all of it..... Today the total distance was 20 blocks and I only walked three of them... thats to the levee and back, I made it all the way there with out stopping... I"m excited I think in a week I can run all the way there and back with out stopping then I ( Read more... )

Im excited today.  I went running and I ran longer than I ever have before, its good to actually see improvement.  I stopped conditioning my hair, and Kyle got me some residue free shampoo , wednesday we are going to section my hair so it can dread... that is exciting.

Jordan is back home in Boulder now, he called me last night and we talked for ( Read more... )

My cousin died last night. We grew up together; were just a couple months apart. They found his body washed up, he drowned in the river. All of my aunts and uncles had kids around the same time it was me, Shandi, Brandon, Clint and Nicky, and well, Nicky is just dead now.

His dad died last year, and I feel bad for Clint, because he is missing a ( Read more... )

I have been sick since I got here
Its so silly, every time I am physically sick I feel emotionally over whelmed. The usual
 I guess its just another thing that makes me feel pathetic, or at least not capable of living a life that others live.

I don’t really see the comparison. I mean, others do live, I know, but I can’t really contrast them with ( Read more... )

Had my second night of training at Dewey's tonight, it went well.  I love everything about it.  I met the regional manager and she said that they tried to take out all of the things youhate about serving.. no hot chocolate, no birthday singers, no touching any food you aren't even allowed to get your own salad dressing... I'm pretty much excited

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So I ton of shit has happened and went down.
I planned this thing at achool that 200 people came to, and we had the SOC awards and APB cleaned house.  Which makes me membership and work seem a little more worth while.  We got best campus visibility based on how our PR has improved and I have been doing the PR all year so its good.  I got elected the ( Read more... )

I know it is common for people to say that they love their parents.  I'm sure it is even more often heard of a daughter saying that her mom means a lot to her or some jazz like that ( Read more... )

Everytime he says I love you to me.. I really believe it.  I have never had that phrase make me feel something physically.  I smile and my stomach jumps a little... and it just feels good.  It is deliberate and purposful, not a habit.  I don't know what else to say about it.

I'm crushing major over someone right now, it feels good and fun.

I have ( Read more... )

"What kind of person are you if you have no best friend"
"WHAT DO YOU DO THEN"
THat wasnt a comment, or a prhase I muttered to myself, that was what I screamed at the top of my lungs numerous times in front of everyone the morning we found her lap top....
My eyes were wide, and my thraot burned and I threw my hands up and curled over a little and just ( Read more... )

I’m trembling right now. I’m not sure I could even cry if I wanted to. Maybe I want to,  then I could feel normal.
I feel delirious today… manic, uncomfortable, hysterical, and out of control. My perceptions don’t seem right, like I am looking at things… the street, the people and I don’t understand them.

When I woke up today I immediately made ( Read more... )