I feel so many thing right night ( Read more... )

I'm not trying to be beautiful
but sometimes, 
people see it in me

I feel like I have changed, or am changing... into this person, that isn't capable of having people close.  I feel like Lauren, who is my BFF, is perpetually mad at me... Like I'm not what she wants or needs, and I don't know what to think about that, or how to feel.  I don't feel ( Read more... )

I have been listening to the newest Brand New cd….

Well Jesus Christ, I'm alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Cause this problem's gonna last more than the weekend.
Well Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die,
I'm a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot?
Do I float through the ceiling?

Do I divide and pull ( Read more... )

I have not been that way in months..... I can't remember when I last felt that way ( Read more... )

I am tired right now, but I'm not asleep yet.
I have noticed recently that I do not get excited about things.
I remember as we drove into Canada, I didn't feel excitment, Joce was perplexed...
And when I paid for the rest of my cruise, I didn't feel excited...
And Jordan will be back tomorrow, and I don't feel particularly excited....
I guess I long for ( Read more... )

I feel like writing, I just don't know what.  I am sitting at my desk with wet hair...I guess I should blow dry it.
Ah, my head is pounding with heat now.

I guess I am a person who likes to keep things…Like that small sheep can bring me happiness or pain. Either feeling has worth and provides comfort. If you can feel pain, then that means you are ( Read more... )

Today I went to the doctor, so I don't have to take the tylenol3 anymore, and maybe I will start to shit again.  Pain killers are not fun drugs, in my personal opinion.  Now I have pain killers that just for my pee hole only... If I make it to may without another urinary infection,  I will have only had two in a year, and that is awesome for me and ( Read more... )

SO I arrived back in Newport this morning at 1am, from Toronto... Where many crazy shits went down ( Read more... )

I have a head ache today
I should be in Canada today, but I'm not, because I don't have my birth certificate, and I need it to get into Canada... Fuck border Control... FUck useless institutions that inconvience life and happiness...

It was nice outside today, I went to the dog park with Lauren and Katie and Gavin

My upstairs neighbor just showed up ( Read more... )

My feet are cold, and I have to scrub vomit off of them last night...

A lot of things have been going on.

I cried for a good couple of hours on Christmas...
I woke up between Chris and Joce, we took pictures with a navtivity scene the night before, hilarious... Facebook is a joyous invention.
ANYWAY I woke up and met up with Donnie, we filled two kegs ( Read more... )