I'm going through a thing. I don't know what it is. My cousin is starving to death. His birthday is the 20th and Christmas is shortly after. I'm sure that has a lot to do with it. I had that epiphany moment this morning when I realized just how absent I am. I thought it was about 7:45 and it was actually 8:15. I lost a half an hour somewhere. At ( Read more... )

My brain has been fried lately. My cousin is never really far from my mind, which feels odd to me because last year at this time at the mention of his name my first response would have been something like "What did he do now?" and I probably wouldn't have thought much about him after that. As my dear Leslie put it today though, "Even estranged ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a very emotional day for me. I had some friend-drama that I wont get into, but I also got a call from my brother updating me on my cousin Brian's condition. Brian has been sick since he was five, so for the last twenty years or so. He's got a rare disease that I can't even remember the name of. If I remember correctly, only 23 people ( Read more... )

After two years of being out of school I've gotten into a routine. I spend certain nights during the week hanging out with Justin, other nights hanging out with friends, and at least one night hanging out with myself. School has blown my routine completely out of the water. I knew that it would, I just had no idea how difficult it would be to get ( Read more... )

If "mountable" wasn't a word before, it should be now. Good freaking god this man is all sex.


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It's amazing how mentally exhausting it is for me to prepare to go to therapy. I can't get anything done on therapy days. I hate it. I'm unproductive at work, I'm unproductive at home...it's just awful. I've gotten one hour of homework done so far today, the rest of my morning has been spent idly around the house trying to keep myself on task but ( Read more... )

I bought two pairs of Size 0 pants today. For myself.

We're back. Our vacation was awesome. We had an amazing time with Travis in Lisa in CT and we enjoyed the following mini-road trip. I'll post more later with some pics. For now I'm going to decompress and put together a weekend-healing menu that should get our bodies back on track. (I don't think there was a day that went by that I didn't get ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better. A lot better. Things have settled down and I'm getting into a groove. School's had me a little stressed, but only because we're leaving this week and I have had to work extra hours and get ahead on homework so that I get a paycheck while we're gone and I don't fall behind in class. Plus, for some reason, school stress is okay ( Read more... )

I'm usually pretty crazy around "that time" anyway, but add to my usual mood swings that I'm pretty fed up with a lot right now and it gets to be overwhelming. I go from feeling to fine to near tears in .2 seconds. In the past two days I've chewed both my parents out for behavior that I just don't want to tollerate any more. I keep telling them ( Read more... )