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- sometimes it is just that bad and they are totally out to get you. The question is, what do you do about it?

- almost without exception in human history the answer has been “build community; support the one you have; reach out to connect MORE and to make the world more kind and less hateful than before.”

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Spider-Man X-Men: Arcade's Revenge (Genesis) has a special thank you in the credits to "coffee."

The twitch loops on. I'm going to try and make all of my broadcasts long, as opposed to the 1-minute doohickeys on there now.

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First-person fictional. Imagine I am...

Imagine I am playing Fortnite, and I am down to the last 2. I'm probably going to win. Then, I die inexplicably. I don't see it coming, and I don't know how it happened. I lost, the other person won.

That's incredibly frustrating. I'm overwhelmed already, tears and anger. In my fury, I smash my controller ( Read more... )

Well of course I'm not happy,
I'm not doing all of the things that let you feel like I was happy.

Maybe I wasn't happy then either.

I was just doing my best because I didn't know what would make me happy.
I didn't see the things that were making me sad.

Now I don't have most of the things that made me sad, and I still don't know what would make me ( Read more... )

Depressed, tired, and so the first thing I want to do is walk over to the bedroom and hit the bed.

But I'm honing my skills. How long can I stay upright, active, interested? Yesterday, I was upright for six hours straight! I took a moment just now to be distracted by the thought of my Tuesday bus ride. The bus system on this side of town sucks, but ( Read more... )

I see it. I see you. I know, thank you.

Thank you for all your messages, my dear daughter. My son. Thank you. I can't see them, I can't read them. I know they're there, I know I might read them someday. I know I will write you, talk to you again, someday.

It can't be today. I don't even think it's this month. I don't know what to do about it, I ( Read more... )

The easiest way to make the suicidal thoughts go away is to remove me from the situation.

I really want to try Landy Cognac, now that I know Snoop Dogg is a fan. He has a Christmas album! I've been enjoying it, but I can't find the soundbyte I like most. I keep listening to Xmas in Frisko hoping to hear it again.

I'm turning the Twitch on a lot ( Read more... )