I've decided to go back to my original journal. I will keep this one and I still may write in it from time to time. Just thought I'd let you all know. Add me if you like...

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Steve came home last night. He presented me with a receipt from paying off half the debt owed for his grandfather's funeral. Things were fine between us, we ate dinner, watched tv, cuddled. He got a shower, went to bed. I followed shorthly thereafter. I mentioned my legs being achy and feeling a lot of pressure in them. Steve responds with ( Read more... )

Steve's sister Tina called here asking me to have Steve call her (pathetic bitch has no long-distance service so she can't call his cell phone). After they talked, he called me saying that she told him that she can't pay off what's remaining of their grandfather's funeral costs. He died like 4 years ago and many things have happened since then; ( Read more... )

First kiss I enjoyed: in 3rd grade with a boy named Jim in the bathroom of our classroom. We snuck in at recess to be alone together ( Read more... )

So I tried Guinness last night. It was... eh... alright. What can I say, I'm an American. I like my beer piss-yellow and my porn starring Max Hardcore ( Read more... )

Over the weekend, Steve and I contacted a realtor and went to look at a house for sale. We got there a few minutes before the realtor did, and Steve proceeded to look around the exterior of the house and check out the backyard. There was a garage but the roof on it was literally caving in, and it also needed a new garage door. The outside of the ( Read more... )

Sometimes I want you to shut up and fuck me when we're in the middle of an argument ( Read more... )

I'm so busy worrying about what others want me to be that I have no energy to be who I am.

Sorry no lj-cut but I hardly write in here anymore so just bear with me (and have a good laugh ( Read more... )