Lately, i've felt disconnected from my life. As if I'm the shadow watching this mass of skin and bones move and go through the everyday actions. Is that my mind or a real feeling ( Read more... )

Sometimes, i feel so left out of things ( Read more... )

he had nothing to do today. so i invited him to my mom's cookout. he turned it down because he wanted to watch the pistons. he chose sports over me. wow. i mean i'm used to being in second place and all with kate, but sports really? you have reached a new low.

shut up ( Read more... )

holy shit ( Read more... )

i thought i found the boy that i was going to spend the rest of my life with. i thought that we would always be together. i thought i found the boy to settle me down and who actually cared about me. i thought i found the boy i would always love. i guess thoughts can be shit on just like the rest of my life. i don't want to be known as Smashley ( Read more... )

We BRoke UP.

everything he ever said feels like a lie. including I love you. everything feels like i was a puppet getting smacked around. and that is what i'm crying about. i'm not crying cuz we broke up. i'm cryin because everything feels like a fucking lie.

i'm an idiot ( Read more... )

its ok. you told me one thing and wanted to do another thng and said that you forgot that you said you would do this. you said one pitcher and then it turned into two and a shot.

you fucking left me for her.
fuck you.

so everything is my fault. everything is ( Read more... )