Friday the 14th ( Read more... )

what you guys think about this ( Read more... )

I should post here at least once or sometime and that I should check up more often on the friends I have but never see, Jami, Kasey, Bobby, Virginia, whoever. I don't know what to say or write anymore. I'm sorry... maybe. God knows all my friends don't care or abide by sorry. Even though it is true. Sorry I didn't call you when you had surgery ( Read more... )

burn me down
and bury me

So I'm not on here very much. It is kind of sad. I lose touch with so many people over not checking my lj. Life has been interesting as of late. I saw my friend from the ham a few weeks ago. That was a huge plus. Thanksgiving was... it just was. There's nothing like getting together with a bunch of self centered assholes and pretending like ( Read more... )

See, I haven't updated this in a while, but I have this tiny problem... Most of the people I know. That is my problem. I haven't been treated the same since I let it out that I'm engaged all my friend have done is act weird and not just weird but like assholes. Thing is I really expected... oh I don't know, my friends to be happy for me. Some ( Read more... )

See, you can't really be happy, not truly. I've tried. I'm trying. The thing is somehow someway something always creeps in slips and plants a seed of doubt. That seed of doubt slowly tears you apart from the inside. I'm not that confident of a guy; despite what some of you, who aren't reading this, may think. Happiness continually tries to ( Read more... )

Coffee is the devil... or at least it is when you drink two cups back to back at 11:00 pm. I feel like I'm dying. Cold, then hot, funny heart beat, anxious, can't think clearly. That just goes to show you kids, don't be an idiot. Great start to my birthday. I rock.

woke up happy ( Read more... )

Ok, so I know I'm a little impatient but when there is an enormous sign that says "QUIET FLOOR", what the fuck else could that possibly mean... seriously. I just don't understand. I might be a frustrated due to utterly wasting an hour and a half in the library. I went in with nothing and left with just as much. Sigh. Oh well. I'll figure ( Read more... )