so i realized that i no longer talk to anyone who reads this. at least i'm pretty sure i don't. which kinda makes me believe that no one will read this. but right now, and for the first time ever in the history of this journal, that's not what matters to me. over the past few weeks i have often wondered how i could let myself be treated the way ( Read more... )

so today the scariest thing in the world happened to me. i don't really wanna go into details here, if you know me well you know what happened, for everyone else, i had a family emergency. anyways, it scared the shit out of me, i am still scared. i can't say it enough, i can't honestly process what has happened. for now, everything is okay, i'm ( Read more... )

wow. i haven't updated in forever. i don't really know anyone at state that has an lj, and i don't talk to many people around canton much anymore, so my lj life is kinda just dying. oh well. anyways, wow a lot of things have happened lately. me and emerson broke up. that has been interesting. joel came and went again when i realized how much ( Read more... )

even if my friends aren't there every single time i need them (which is all the time everyday) they definately come through when i need them the most. and the same goes for my family. my dad is so sweet. and my bro invited me to Thanksgiving at his house. the situation sucks, but it is for the best. and i guess it is showing me just how close ( Read more... )

i don't think this life is the one i want...so how do i fix it?

p.s. nice guys (and girls) finish last

so if anyone wants to see me and come see me play rugby, we are against ann arbor this weekend, and we are playing in ann arbor. come see us play the cheating bitches (and before you um fans yell, i was told by many reliable sources that your team is a bunch of cheating and lying bitches). anyways the field is called mitchell field and it is on ( Read more... )

ever have days where nothing seems to go right no matter how hard you try to be positive? yeah...this is one of them. i am so sick of this place. i hate how no one here has any respect for anyone else, and people play their music so loud that you literally can't hear yourself think. or how my roommate always plays country. also very loud. i ( Read more... )

it's funny, i was so eager to leave home. i couldn't get out of there fast enough. but now i miss it so much. i didn't think i would really miss my family, they drove me up the wall for all of senior year, but the longer i'm here the more i miss seeing them. i guess it's just another example of how much of a kid i am. i mean i was convinced ( Read more... )

If you read this, even if we do not speak often, comment with one memory of me.
It can be anything you want, good or bad.
Just as long as it happened.
Then post this on your journal to see what other people remember about you.

i love it when my boyfriend comes to visit me at school. i love it when he ignores his phone while visiting me. i love hanging out with him. mostly, i just love him. oh, and i love that he puts up with the rugby girls teasing us without making a big deal out of it. this weekend was WONDERFUL ( Read more... )