can anyone give me step by step instructions on how to make my journal friends only. my mom keeps bitchin that everyone reads my posts. like i freaking care, but apparently she does. like she'll ever know. anyway, tips anyone? Thanks.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

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i cant believe how much weight i've gained over the last two days. i dont want to eat again. i need to work out so bad, but no motivation.

I want to be a cheerleader. lol I miss dance soooo freaking much and want to get back into it. I want my sister and I to try out for a pro football team. I think it would be a blast. I know that i was thisclose to becoming a professional dancer, and I've got major experience to boot. all i would need to lose is about another 10 pounds and really ( Read more... )

i hate myself.

Why do i have to be such a fucking loser and sleep so much? I've slept through my appointment with Vonnie and class again today. What is my problem? I hate being this way. I'm so sorry.

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add an apple and a very small piece of spaghetti pie to that. not too bad considering i burned 1000 cals at the gym today.