i hope you eat yourself into a coma. infact, i hope you feel your arteries clog with every bite, you lazy irresponsible fuck. nevermind that my grandmother just had three stints put into her heart last week, go ahead and just stuff your fucking face. forget the idea of having kids with you. i would rather die alone then have you set that kind of ( Read more... )

i've learned alot this past year. and i've also added to my knowledge of certain things ( Read more... )

 2007 in review

Five things that 2007 taught me:
1. love does exist
2. people have to want to change
3. there are jobs that are personally satisfying
4. i have really amazing friends
5. the more things change, the more they stay the same

Five personally significant events of 2007:
1. 10th anniversary of my uncles death
2. falling in love with dustin
3. ( Read more... )

life is good. life is so good. and i really mean that. i never actually stopped before and thought about how awesome life can be but it really is. everyone always focuses on how much it sucks. which it can. dont get me wrong. i love my life though. its so...good. yeah.

so who hates money?

oh yeah, that would be me.

oh, to be young and in love.

a long time ago i had an assignment where i had to ask people what one memory they would take with them into the afterlife...i didn't have to answer it but i thought about it and decided skydiving. it was such a profound experience for me. more peaceful than exciting. i saw the world differently afterwards. but...after this weekend, i could happily ( Read more... )

i'm so freakin lucky. i have the greatest boyfriend in the world. i cannot even put into words  what dustin means to me or how much i love him. he is incredible. we are meant to be together, he is my best friend and i never want there to be a day where i am not his best friend. being with him just takes me to a better place. everything is ok when ( Read more... )

i know what you are thinking....what? you love bob. yes i do. bob is the bartender at lynch's. me and dusty's bar of choice for tuesday nights. last night i had 3 huge, strong mixed drinks and 3 cherry bombs, paid less than 5 dollars. yeah...thats right. and he's fun to talk to, he calls me his girlfriend, and he calls me dusty's wife ( Read more... )

why do i allow people to piss me off. some people have no role in my life anymore, yet i allow them to make me angry and get myself into defense mode. i don't have to explain myself or defend myself. i know that in a way i got what i wanted but maybe its best if some of our requests weren't fulfilled. things cannot be the way they were. things ( Read more... )