i think i'm meant to be with someone
who i should never be meant to be with.
except i am.
and i worry
it'll be like all the other times
and he'll walk away because it isn't enough.
except he knows it is.
i know he does.

in real time,
zack would have stayed with taylor,
and laney boggs would have been left behind.

so i don't know why i actually thought you meant it like that.

ps

it probably isn't a good idea to have a crush on someone who is 6 years older than me. no, definitely not.

my god.

someone just point me in a direction to show me which way to run.

i broke someone's heart
and lost my best friend.

it's been over a year, and ( Read more... )

he's always saving me,
and he doesn't even know it

i wish it could be the other way around
every now and then

it's strange, really.

remembering.

it isn't plausible to think about the way
i should feel, or the way things should be.
i only know what they are.
and if this is what it is,
you can't fault me for it.

i feel lighter
without the weight and worry
of life without love
on my shoulders;
in its place,
hope.

well, that's that.

this is going to take some getting used to.