i throw myself into school
so as not to think about
how pathetic my life really is.

i feel isolated.
i need to get out of here.
all this place does
is remind me of everything i'm losing.

i'm tired of trying to fix something that wasn't even a mistake.

you should be the one apologizing.

the melody
of 1440
is what i'll always hear
when i see you open the door.

i have a spider bite.
or a something bite.
and it's absolutely scary.

i hate my math professor ( Read more... )

so, i'm wondering how many aspects of my life i'll actually be able to completely fuck before the year is done ( Read more... )

the nerves
are finally kicking in

this is really confusing

and when i say really, i mean really

i shouldn't have held onto his arm while watching tv.
i shouldn't have held onto his arm while watching tv.
i shouldn't have held onto his arm while watching tv.
i shouldn't have held onto his arm while watching tv.
i shouldn't have held onto his arm while watching tv.

but i did.

if i could leave, i think ( Read more... )

but of course you call me back,
because you always do.
and of course you'll be home again in a few days,
because you wouldn't leave
for always
without saying goodbye.