My brother was seeing this girl for awhile. shes cute. seems nice enough. However, they had problems, and are no longer together. So being me, i decided recently to swoop in and see what i could do. the last time i did this, i almost lost a best friend. maybe its a bad idea? who knows. i asked her if she wanted to go get a beer. theres nothing ( Read more... )

I see you in the bookstore, roaming about, glancing at just about anything. A marvelous spectacle of modern elegance, standing at only 5'4", nothing short of amazement. I call you the wondering beauty. My eye's paralyzed on the beautiful locks of golden yellow and brown mixture. I can't believe the beauty, astonished. In my head fantasies play, I ( Read more... )

Love is not a battle field, nor a fuzzy perfume laced dreamland ( Read more... )

Well, My birthday happened... woohoo. I drank a few beers to stay cool, Hung out with arisse for the night. which i felt bad cause she was in pain from her ear surgery so she didnt completely enjoy herself ( Read more... )

In the last two years, i have acquired what i thought was the girl of my dreams, the car ive always wanted more or less, a great job with good pay, lots of confidence and i didnt have any problems with money really and i guess that just wasnt enough for me. I always said thats all i ever wanted, but i guess i was wrong. maybe it was the wrong girl ( Read more... )

God....i dont know what to believe any more...why i should even try why i even care...what i think is meaningless because with critical thinking its contstantly changing. im so used to having set beliefs instead of easily changed ideas. I get upset when somone burns a flag, but at the same time i see reasoning in it and i see why its pointless to ( Read more... )

Damn i just woke up, and i must have gone to sleep pretty fucking angry. hahah ( Read more... )

why am i writing in this again?

I don't know simple hah.

yay, i owe 2000 dollars on my car still and the tranny is fucked up! haha i love it. God keeps crapping on me and its not nice.

whatever i want another car, now i just have to figure out how im gonna do this.i cant really sell it now... blah

Well, not a whole lot has been going on ( Read more... )

Today was a fairly normal day, lots of anxiety. Woke up at about 11 to ryan calling work because my phone's alarm didnt work and he woke up late. then i pretty much just sat around. Felt kind of sick the past couple of days and now im thinking about going back on my diet and losing some weight. don't really feel like doing this right now ill post ( Read more... )