im not O-FUCKING kay

im happy, im feeling glad ( Read more... )

:::sigh::: today sucked i was in a horrible mood. last nite sarah spent the nite tho and we talked about things but shes so critical of how i run my life and what i do its just idk hurtful and makes me feel kinda crappy. but what sucks more is that shes usually right or at least she makes it seem that way. so yeah still not a day i havent cried ( Read more... )

jd calls me today and is like "are you still single?" and at first i was soooo happy like yes hes finally broken up with his gf and hes gonna ask me out now. but as always nope that wasnt the case. he was just calling cause his cousin called me hott or something. so yeah you could only imagine how i felt when hes like well g2g bye. he prob still ( Read more... )

im in one of those moods again. i think im going into my manic stage again where everything turns to shit. from last thursday to now i just dont know what happened. probably because like always, i got my hopes up. this is what hopefullness does. you get happy about something and then it gets shot down. well jd has a gf and he told me he liked me ( Read more... )

omg where do i start? ok well yesterday i went to cassies house all day and we went to the mall. we took the palm tran which was cool cause i like never took one before. our main goal of the day was to go "boy shopping" but there wasnt like anyone there. except this hott kid in hollister who we sat and marvelled at for a while but megan and kelsey ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a while but thats cause i got a myspace and im addicted to it omg! anyways saturday was fun if i remembered what i did. o yeah i went and spent the nite at sarahs and hung out there and then sunday came home in the afternoon and chilled and watched old movies. and then monday i went to a bbq for memorials day like all day. ( Read more... )

idk why but this morning i woke up rejuvenated and different. last nite we all went to the movies to celebrate last day of school even though ours was the day prior but w/e. and so me, cassie, liz, kelsey, josh, cody, monique, my sis and katie all went to see longest yard. and omg that movie was soooooo good! but yeah me and cassie had so much fun ( Read more... )

omg i never have to go back to that dirty flea bitten school ever again MWHAHAHA! it was the best last day of school ever. i went to the twins in the morning and her mom took us to escuela but we got there late so i didnt get to say good bye to my cool corner but w/e. yeah so i had algebra 2 exam first which was alright. and then i went to gym and ( Read more... )