so i basically saw the hottest guy ever in my life tonight while waiting for a table
tonight. &then by chance, we had our tables right next to
each other! it was amazing. he looked at me as he was leaving &everything :)
i shoulda boned him right there. haha JK.
4. i regret not being more open with people about my feelings.
it might have saved me some of ( Read more... )

i got a thing for my iPod tonight that like.. is a radio &stuff.
its really cool :D i'm happy. my dad owns.
okay so i owe you 2 regrets now (one from yesterday, one for today)..
2. not being happy for all of camp. it wasted my time there, &i miss it so much.
3. for falling so easily for someone. over and over. even after they hurt me so badly..
the ( Read more... )

my loss of appetite is back.
as much as i hate eating,
i hate feeling sick from eating when i haven't eaten a thing.
i'm guna post 1 regret from 2005 every day until 2006, mkay?
starting with:
1. being so attached to brian, when we had nothing.

( i'm the jewish scrooge )

so last night was fun, bad, crazy, eventful.
shiiiiiiiittttt.

me: "nash! you've been so loud &obnoxious all day!"
nash: "but i look gooooooooooooood."
-sigh- do you see what i have to live with!?

baybie cakesz: and ima beat that cat with a DOGGG.
love is too hxc: uh. yea. well. ill beat that dog with a SHEEPPPPPP.
baybie cakesz: mm.. that sheep is going down by a DUCK.
love is too hxc: well, ill take that duck and bring him down with an ABRAHAKR.
baybie cakesz: well i will have mrs. bond SIT AND CRUSH the abrahakr.
love is too hxc: well ill ( Read more... )

so today was the first day like, ever that i came like.. amazingly
close to crying in school. over something so dumb.
actually, it hurt my feelings a lot.
it probably shouldn't have but i really can't stand when people feel
that being mean to me by using my being jewish as a reason, is okay.
cus it really isn't.
so that made my day shit.
but i just was ( Read more... )

"Funny how a person could feel so lonely in the middle of a crowd."
-back in black (an a-list novel)
thats kind of the way i've been feeling lately.
not that it really matters.

cus saturday nights are meant to be spent at home, alone.
yea, not so much.
but i did plan on isolating myself from the world this weekend,
anyways. i think i'll just read &listen to music tonight.
i loved rocking out, dancing, and hanging out with my friends
last night though. it was fun. (til i got annihilated).
and even though i absolutely HATE the ( Read more... )