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hmm sometimes i feel like i cant get close to a freind and hang on to that closeness idk but for every freind i've lost i gain some new ones that are different alot different usualy but idk looking back on people i have lost and people i have gained and experiances i find my self feeling lucky. in the chain of events that has happened through out ( Read more... )

today i hung out with brian and ben and marc it was TIGHT and then i came home and ate ( Read more... )

i miss last year and old freinds :( everyone's graduating and i'm never gonna see them again i feel like an idiot for not taking advantage of the time that i had with the unique people i met that loved me and cared for me i'm so stupid i'm trying to better myself i'm trying not to say anything bad about anyone and i quit drinking and smoking but ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a while and i wen to the show it was cool there were alot of preppy people there and there was like two punk bands sort of and idk it was alright i feel akward people always ask me about old freinds that i havent talked to idk i feel akward theres a kid named jonathan who is in 8th grade he seems much older he looks exactly ( Read more... )

this year sux i hate it alot of the freinds that i thought i had changed i feel like an idiot i was reading my old lj and the stuff i wrote in 2004 idk so many of my freinds are disapointing me the young ones its one thing for ppl my age to do stupid shit theyre not gonna change anytime soon but it SUCKS to see little 15 and 16 yr olds and watch ( Read more... )

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i like school i like hanging with katy and everything is purdy darn cool

ok so i´m on this shit again every time we come to jalpa i get on my moms comming im pissed off shes annoying i had a horrible dream that julian had cancer or some kind of desieis for some reason i was hanging out with him and he randomly got mail and looked in a package and there were alot of pills and he started crying that dream made me realy ( Read more... )

hey i´m in the cyber cafe typing shit my cousins annoying me he´s always looking at my moniter it makes me paranoid even though he doesent even speak english idk why i updated umm i just wanted to say

happy birthdat brittney britt and gabe kuykendall and lora g and chris whatever his last name is ur all cancers so happy birthday

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