This is all kind of wierd.... I dont really miss Cindy, but its wired without her in my life anymore. I mean, last time we seperated, none of this stuff happend. I am hearing "good riddance" whereever I go, if its not that its songs by cher, yesterday melitta was talking about getting a job at bed bath and beyond and I said if Cindy and I come up ( Read more... )

Two days worth of work done in two hours thanx to the online translator! I wrote my story about my spanish friend, "Mano" Which in spanish Mano meas hands I thot it was funny to have a guy named hand, for no reason. The story really makes no sense but I think its really great! I had some requirments, I had to put so many ar ir and er verbs in ( Read more... )

Well, I am talking to Wa at the moment and shes really great... I cut my hair yesterday and the day before yesterday I died it red underneathe. I got bangs now! Its kind of hard to explain the cut maybe I can find a picture or scan one, I think I have one upstairs, but the lady cut the sides a lil too short for my liking but owell, itll grow back! ( Read more... )

Yesterday kinda sucked.... I was happy to go out and see friends and all, but Cindy wrote me her goodbye letter, as expected. A couple things stand out in it, she says I do things for attention, that shows how well she understands me... *rolls eyes* And then another part she says I havent changed, same ol kristen. That kind of puzzled me.... I have ( Read more... )

I am waiting for it all to end... everything is so clear,

why cant I do it myself?  There is still that sense of hope that youll stay here,

I wish they could see through my eyes, I wish I could ignore all the signs,

Chorus: Hate me, just fuckin hate me, it wont solve anything but if you must,

Hate me, just fuckin hate me, I am the one who broke ( Read more... )

hmmm.... Lemme see.... Been TOOOO lazy to update.....Last weekend was the shit, half of it neway, I loved hanging out with Megan, Cindy pretty much did her thing... thats neat... I guess... I feel like Laura is taking my place... I dunno, Cindy can do what she wants, I figure I cant be afraid of her laeving me anymore b/c whether or not it hurts me ( Read more... )

I dont want the pain, I dont know why you did that just now.... But I dont want that pain....

Well.... Today was ROUGH... *sigh* I was great until about second period. I took my World History SOL today, I HOPE I did good. Then I was in gym and this BEAUTIFUL woman, some of the guys call her "heidi" b/c she sweedish, lol, came in. Coach Tucker told her where to go and then as she walked out we both were staring at her ass, lol, we caught ( Read more... )

Now something else is bothering me.... I dont want to give up for the wrong reasons.... I dont want to loose this battle made up in mind, not my mind, but others.... I cant help but try to hold on to my pride but at the same time I am being crushed it is proven now what I knew all along, all I have to do it let go of the riens.... Why is it so hard ( Read more... )

Not much happened today, did some freestyling with the black kids in math lol. And came  home and did a few things around the house, I am going to megans saturday, we made plans for me to come over friday but my mom is being a cunt so Ill have to see if I can still talk her into it. Umm... nto much really going on, something has changed I can feel ( Read more... )