my parents and reed left yesterday so i'm pretty much homeless/familyless. i don't mind that much. makes me feel a sense of freedom. although all i will be doing while they're gone for the next 6 weeks is working and probably partying, not to mention my hour-long conversations with my wonderful boyfriend. i'm very tempted to just catch a plane to ( Read more... )

just other day. it's weird not being in school and just working all the time. i feel old. i feel like i can finally control my life and where it goes. i can finally change things, make my own decisions ( Read more... )

yeah so i'm paranoid. BUT of course things are still great between me and ben when i thought they weren't. i honestly love that kid. he bought a lizard, what a dork ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in so long. I've been really busy lately. I got another job at the buckle in the mall. I honestly love it. I love everyone and i met my new bestest freind jantz spalding there! He's awesome ( Read more... )

BENNY COMES HOME TODAY!!

and it's my last day of working at Ameriprise.

merry christmas! :)

i'm at work by myself today, 8 hours of being bored. but being here makes me think about alot. about love,life, and where to get lunch :). i'm so excited for christmas now. i usually don't get excited until a few days before. i'm not excited about all the presents, i'm excited about spending the day w/ my family, and my boyfriend. we always have so ( Read more... )

Ben comes home in 3 days!! I am really excited. I can't wait to see him. We had a 3 hour phone convo on saturday night and we talk about everything. It made me realize how mcuh I love that kid. Sometimes he drives me insanely mad, but it always gets better and we always end up back at each other. We've realized we have the same fears, fears about ( Read more... )

my new years resolution'S ( Read more... )

I GOT THE JOB AT THE BUCKLE!!!

so here's the deal w/ me and christmas.. ~ my mom goes all physco like before thanksgiving and starts playing xmas music and getting christmas stuff out. and i hate it. i'm not a schrooge at all it's just too earlly. but now, only 2 weeks until christmas, i start getting excited about it. i have MOST of my shopping done, and ben will be home in 10 ( Read more... )