april 1st. i will no longer be leaving in my house. i'm moving out. i'm going to get an apartment, probably with lizzie. but if not, i will live by myself. i can't live at home anymore. so much has gone on, and nothing can make it better. i'm excited to be on my own ( Read more... )

ive really never been so in love. I cant believe how great things are with me and ben. i couldn't be happier. 2 days ago i found out he wasn't going to be able to come home for christmas. i cried, so hard. i couldn't imagine the holidays without him. and not being together on new years. i was heartbroken, and determind to make a trip to virginia ( Read more... )

wooohhooo. benny comes home in 24 days. im excited. the poor kid has been so sick lately. he was in the hospital the other day. i feel bad for him because there's no one there for him to take care of him. i wish i could be there. its been kind of weird between us lately. but i think it's only because he's been sick and i've been busy and crazy ( Read more... )

right now i feel like complete shit. my sleep schedule has been completely messed up for the past couple nights. sleeping during the day makes me feel sick. yesterday my mom,aunt, and cousin decided we needed to go shopping at 5 oclock in the morning. that was ridiculous. although i did get most of my xmas shopping done, it was nothing i had to get ( Read more... )

i'm beautifully broken... and why you ask... because my benny left and went back to virginia. we had an amazing weekend. i love him more than i ever thought i would. we had so much fun together. we got a lot of much needed talking done and we had a blast being together the whole day, everyday he was home. its different with him. it was so hard on ( Read more... )

he's here. ben is finally here. i couldn't be more excited. we hung out last night and it was wonderful,perfect, amazing. i love him. more than i thought i ever could. we sat in my truck at 10 at night and we just laid there, and talked. he's the sweetest. i really don't know what my life would be like without him. he's my best friend, my soulmate ( Read more... )

last night lasted forever but went by so fast. i really am in love with that crazy boy. he knows me more than anyone else, he knows my soul. although he would beat anyone up for me (and is planning on doin so when he comes home) i'm happy to feel protected. i can't wait to see him. it's been so long and it's going to be so sweet. i contstantly ( Read more... )

i love my boyfriend. he's the best thing that's ever happened to me. i never thought it could all be this good. but it is, and he comes home in 7 days. i can't wait to be with him. he is my world. and i hope this fairytale never ends ( Read more... )

when i think things are going to get worse, he suprises me once again by making them better. yes i may be in love with a boy who promises me the world, and promises me forever.... is it too good to be true? well i hope not. i hope this is real. i hope every dream comes true. we want to get married, yeah, married. move to virginia, live on base, and ( Read more... )

so life gets more difficult as the days go on. i am NOT going away to pensacola and i'm so excited about that. but now i'm stuck because i don't know where i'm going to school in january. either iv,bloomington, or dekalb until the fall and then i'll go away: far far awayyy. i'm excited to start studying massage. its finally something i'm really ( Read more... )