finally a much needed conversation. i've been waiting for it for days. he's been so busy out "training" that we've just had talks like hey, what's up, i gotta go, i miss u, bye. so last night we finally talked. and i realized how much i miss him. we talk about everything. and i love it so much when he tells me stuff he tells no one else. like he ( Read more... )

after just spending an hour looking at massage therapy schools i am for once excited about my life before me. i'm so excited to do what i want to do. the field of massage therapy is such an awesome thing. there are sooo many possibilities. i can go anywhere and do a number of things like work in a hospital, or school, or w/ a physical therapist, or ( Read more... )

im sick. and it sucks. and because i'm so poor i had to come to work today. but it's okay because i think i've got more sleep here than i would get if i was at home. tonight me and my mom are throwing a "tastefully simple" party. there pretty fun. and a lot of people are coming. ben's mom is comeing. but i love her to death so it will be cool. but ( Read more... )

hmm... i don't know really where my life is going these days. i'm making new friends, and drifting from the old. i'm falling from a boy who makes me happy and who tells me he loves me - but i don't know what to do, i don't want to get hurt, i know that much. school is creeping upon me and that scares me. i decided i'm going to go to massage therepy ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a while but that's because life has been so crazy i don't know what i would say ( Read more... )

another hurricane? i really don't get what's going on. and all i know is all this stuff that's happening just makes me think and makes me realize how much i appreciate everything. people are loosing EVERYTHING they have. I think about mina and how she has to deal with it. it's weird to think all this is happening a few states away... it's so unreal ( Read more... )

things have been happening so crazily lately i don't know where to start. surgery went fine and I'm happy that its over. the recovery process is going slower than i expected but then again i'm not sure what exactly i expected. im at work by myself today which means alot of thinking time because of extreme boredum ( Read more... )

so much has happened recently i don't know where to start ( Read more... )

so much has happened recently i don't even know where i would start. i'm having surgery on tuesday on my ovaries. i'm kind of scared. i could possible loose my ovary and possible not be able to have kids. i'm scared... the only thing i know i want in the future is kids. i've just been in so much pain though. i've been in the emergency room 3 times ( Read more... )

school sucks. end of story ( Read more... )