ughhhhhhhhhhhh

i've gained TEN pounds thus far. TEN FUCKING POUNDS. i am disgusted with myself. ive never ever ever ever weighed this much in my entire life and i just feel NASTYYYYY. :(!!!
i ran at the rec today. i'm going to continue doing this until i lose 10 pounds.
damnit.
fuck.
fuck

i can't even begin to explain what i'm feeling right now. it's so crazy to FINALLY not feel like someone is ashamed of me.


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oh you GUYS!
i have have SO much to tell you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanksgiving is going to be such a blasttttttt!

<33333333!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you guys lots lots lots. i'm running on like 2 hours of sleep right now. i haven't slept much the past 5 nights but they've been SO worth the ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do!
i feel all happy and shit! lol it's kind of scaring me

it's a
GIRL!

i am soooooooooo ready to start dating.
I AM FUCKING LONELY

If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain:
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.

i need to stop falling in love with anyone who shows me even the slightest bit of attention.

<3
i am happy.

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