my heart stops whenever you text me.

• at panera right now because i (1) left my phone in a cab and (2) didn't pay my comcast bill which means that (3) i have no internet at home. unfortunately, skype is not as cooperative as i would have hoped so i cannot pay my comcast bill with it unless i speak to a human being, which will entail (1) talking to my netbook in public and (2) a fee. ( Read more... )

putting off this philosophy paper, as with all significant written assignments ( Read more... )

the garbage truck of daily 8AMs make me jump and cringe and worry - moreso than if it were just me. my fingers tread lightly on the keyboard; pages are hardly turned. the buzz of my fridge, the tick tock that gives me something on which to concentrate when your soundwaves are not there. i excuse the seeping cigarette smoke to prevent slamming my ( Read more... )

times like these, i realize that this distance between us has been created, maintained and pruned by you ( Read more... )

i'm tired of this vicious cycle ( Read more... )

FINALS:
• find and download the nasty girl, then watch
• finish reading bronstein's children• germany final essays: three 2-3 page responses, one 7-10 page essay ( Read more... )

errands to be run:
  traffic school by tmrw
  figure out my leasing shit - call mommy, call farnsworth
  hmart, for: mandu, pepperidge farms bordeaux
  bakersville, for: bread edit; bread purchased at costco
  costco, for: tires, possibly butter
  oberweise, for: returning milk bottles, more ice cream
  get sigma reimbursement for buying shit
  ( Read more... )

( such a nice day today. )

this is quite possibly the most useless year i've had. 365+ days completely wasted on lack of progress. all that was really achieved: i am now a chain-smoking pseudo-alcoholic.