a fetus is but a pest

[formerfetus]

right now i am drinking alcohol for the first time since i tested. if i had my way, i would be completely wasted all the time until i had a miscarriage. then i would cheer and cry in happiness for days and months. but i don't think things like this happen. like when you're hoping for your period, you're less likely to actually get it because of

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[formerfetus]

not at all. i woke up one day and realized what a fucking loser i had become - i basically stopped going to school and work and to see any of my old friends. i would sleep all day and get fucked up all night. so i quit, cold turkey, april or may 2004.

i was on it for four months.

and i've been basically sober except for binge drinking (which lasts a couple days to a week) a few times since october.

in between coke and alcohol it was pain killers.

[freetothink]

it takes a lot of guts to stand up and do something like this in a public forum

i wish you well

[formerfetus]

thank you so much for the support. really.

i was debating whether or not to let people comment, but decided that would be kind of wimpy. i decided to just ignore the flamers who i regard as ignorant and brainwashed anyway.

i wouldn't listen to them in real life under any different circumstances, so why should i let them bother me now?

plus there's this really great thing called the 'block' feature.

[mikomb]

question.. in your college ethics class? I thought you said you took a year off, and would be going to school in august?

[formerfetus]

i took dual enrollment in high school, so i was taking a few high school classes and a few classes at the community college at the same time.

in that class i was forced to argue against abortion.
damn, that day sucked.

[leathergoddess]

Hey there, just wanted to say I've been in your position, like three years ago. I don't regret my choice at all.

And I admire you for going public with you decision as well. Takes a lot of balls. Good luck to you.

[xluckyforyoux]

Not to be nosy, bitchy, or anything else.

But I just thought you should tell your mom thanks..
You know.. For not killing you after she conceived you and all.

[polykleitos]

Oh, come on. You had to have wanted to be a little bitchy with that comment.

[rula]

yea, seriously.. that's the most sarcastic comment ever.

[xluckyforyoux]

No, not at all.
I just don't believe in abortion.
Who has the right to take an innocent child's life away.

Think about it this way..
She can kill her child by aborting it, and it's prefectly legal.
Did you know if someone killed her while she was pregnant that they might be charged with a double homocide.

Shady business right there..

I don't care who the hell you are, you can't take someones life.