Well my plans, like usual, took a corner too sharp and crashed incinerating the driver and leaving a mess that will take forensic scientists months to sort out. A potent combination of nerves and relentless pressure caused something to corrupt within my gut and hurl any contents of such as far as possible with the muscle capacity available. After ( Read more... )

I've decided that since I was asleep on and off between job applications and headaches yesterday, and that I can't seem to get to bed at a decent hour that I shall not sleep tonight. This is a most... daring plan, as it will take a lot of stimuli to keep me up and going throughout today so that I might actually get to bed at a good hour and thus ( Read more... )

Honestly I'm not sure what to say. Things keep racing around my mind. I know this journal is monitored so I sort of try and choose what I actually put down here, but that sort of seems to defeat the purpose really. So, I'm not going to do that ( Read more... )

I just thought I would state the fact that I think it is funny that no one considers me when trying to fix people up. I say that because there have been several instances where Miranda, Quentin, and others have talked about fixing people up and they always come to the conclusion that Mark is the way to go. In that, I take away a sense that I am not ( Read more... )

I've been sick the last little while. I wondered around the house at some really early hour and discovered Miranda was downstairs. Her and I talked about stuff for a while, but at the end of it all I felt myself starting to go numb. I can't seem to make it over my stumbling block when it comes to those who have talking to those who have not. I'm ( Read more... )

Love for sale ( Read more... )

Not only do I have the privilege of being physically ill I also get to be emotionally sick as well. It's nothing I haven't said a thousand times before however so everyone can stop reading here. If you are foolish enough to read on past this part then you have no one to blame but yourself ( Read more... )

You want to hear something interesting? On that front Im afraid that Im not much of a help. However, if it is a tale of hate you adore, then perhaps I am useful after all ( Read more... )

Feel the storm?

It's coming.

I can't sleep. I'm frustrated and nothing I do seems to take that edge off. I've got to get up for work in less than four hours and I can't find rest. I want to explode into a rage and thrash about destroying everything I touch, but that wouldn't be sensible. I just want to break out of this shell and be something new, something worth the trouble ( Read more... )