Had an email from Sarah parents basically saying "Get stuffed" and not to go anywhere near her family again. Just had another from her natural father, she's obviously doing the rounds to put the boot in as much as possible. I'm not surprised that they don't want to hear my side of the story, in fact they made a point of telling me not to contact ( Read more... )

Well you've really done it this time haven't you? You've no doubt lied through your teeth to made me look like I'm at fault here. You disgust me. You play around with peoples feelings, you use people. How many is it eh? Just to make yourself feel wanted. So many things become clear now, take Liz for example, you contacted her out of the blue, she ( Read more... )

No-one is going to be surprised about what i'm about to write here ( Read more... )

I can't believe that for someone who said they loved me so much they were scared of me leaving you could do some of the things you have done to me. I still love you more than you could possibly imagine. So what if I'm fucking stupid, I can't not love you.

I can't come to terms with the emotions that I feel for you Sarah. Far from fading they get stronger every day. I 've spent most of the day driving round in a daze just hoping to get one glimpse of you. I miss you so much darling and I can't now clear my mind of the thoughts of you being pregnant and me holding my hand on your tummy like I used to ( Read more... )

I think i've said all I can about earlier and how I feel. In the moment after you mentioned you were late I thought wow, followed by almost immediate sadness at not being part of it even at this early stage. Honey why did you do that, why did you let me think you might be then take it away from me with the next message when you could have just said ( Read more... )

I don't know if I'll ever understand, I know that I wish I'd done just that one thing right rather than saying I'd leave. There is a nagging doubt though that I could not have achieved the extra special feelings and sense of what I want and who I want without this breaking down those barriers. If we were ever to be together again it would be with a ( Read more... )

Was thinking about making love with you, and I have to admit you making love with someone else. Makes me so sad ( Read more... )

Was thinking about making love with you, and I have to admit you making love with someone else. Makes me so sad ( Read more... )

Got back from Portland Heights and decided I'd sort out some stuff ready for my move on Saturday. The thing is I'm now surrounded by memories ( Read more... )